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Deep water.
The water is like glass. Thin glass. Beautiful glass. Transparent glass. I love it. I want to be submerged in the water below. To feel the cold water electrify every part of my body as i think about my life and the decisions i’ve made. It’s so peaceful under here. Why can’t you be here with me? Why can’t you understand my need for you? Why?
Where to next? How do i move on? How can i let my emotions for you slide, disintegrate, vanish? How do i forget someone that transformed me from the inside out? How do i ever forget you, when you made me the person i am today?
How is that you’ll never understand the depth of my feelings for you? Like deep water, my emotions run deep. Deeper than a valley. Deeper than a canyon, deeper than the deepest ocean, waterfall, lake and river on Earth. You’ve got me lost for words. You’ve got me scratching my head, that’s why I'm interested, because no one has me this interested — i usually have people figured out. But you? No. You are the definition of an enigma. You are my rival, you are my mind puzzle, you are everything i want to be, yet everything I am scared of. You have my emotions tied up in knots and i’m exhausted. I will never forget the way you made me feel, i doubt anyone will ever come close to this feeling because this has been spellbinding. Some people spend their whole lives looking for a love that can transform them and you’ve done that for me. I will…
