Published inScuzzbucket·Mar 17, 2021Member-onlyRuin me.Please transform me. Please push my soul to breaking point. Please make me burn, break, ache, shiver, cry, scream, run, hide, swim, dive, trip, fall and then make me new. For when you make me feel uncomfortable, my body reacts with tremendous strength. For when you provide the gasoline my…Transformation2 min readTransformation2 min read
Published inScuzzbucket·Mar 6, 2021Member-onlyDepth.It’s peaceful here. Away from the light. Hiding in the darkness. I can finally hear my own thoughts without other people trying to invade my mind. I can finally think clearly. I can finally be myself. I can finally do everything I’ve ever wanted to do without criticism. I’m finally…Loneliness1 min readLoneliness1 min read
Mar 1, 2021Member-onlyThe love I’ll always have for him.My head is pounding and my whole body is shuddering. The excitment is ripping through me like a tornado. Like a violent, passionate storm. I want him, i want all of him on my body. Every inch of skin is new territory to explore. Tears of happiness flow from my…Young Love4 min readYoung Love4 min read
Published inScuzzbucket·Feb 24, 2021Member-onlyHarder.Grab me, play with me. Show me what i’m missing out on. Prove to me why i should surrender my soul to yours. Prove to me why you’re the one i want to go through hell with. Why you’re the one i want to die with. Why you’re the only…Scorpio Love2 min readScorpio Love2 min read
Feb 24, 2021Member-onlySick thoughts.Disclaimer: The following narrative is fiction and merely an attempt to portray the inner thoughts of a character recovering from past trauma. Fuck you. Thanks. Thanks for screwing up my mind. I’m not saying i’m a good person. In fact, i’m probably one of the most fucked up people out…Depression3 min readDepression3 min read
Feb 14, 2021Member-onlyJealous yet?I used to know a guy. He was a friend. Nothing more, nothing less. He was friendly. He was kind. He had a silver tongue and could charm anyone. He could walk into a room and pick up any girl he wanted. He was the king of his own jungle…Jealousy2 min readJealousy2 min read
Feb 14, 2021Member-onlyIn the dark heart of the forest.Winding through the hills on a narrow stretch of road, i gently apply pressure to the accelerator, making sure to stay on the speed limit. It’s so peaceful out here. No people. No houses. …Pisces3 min readPisces3 min read
Feb 13, 2021Member-onlyDeep water.The water is like glass. Thin glass. Beautiful glass. Transparent glass. I love it. I want to be submerged in the water below. To feel the cold water electrify every part of my body as i think about my life and the decisions i’ve made. It’s so peaceful under here…Moving On4 min readMoving On4 min read
Dec 21, 2020Member-onlySwept under.She had been drowning for years. And I mean, years. Every thought and every feeling she had, she drowned in it. She felt the words of others and her own thoughts choke her. Suffocate her. These thoughts crushed her from the inside out. They took her breath away. They made…Mental Health1 min readMental Health1 min read
Dec 11, 2020Member-onlyFatal Thorns.My fingers are bleeding profusely. My blood is running like a waterfall. Slow and calm. Yet each drop of blood that falls to the surface below, is yet another reminder of my pain. My fingers are screaming. My fingers are on fire. It’s hurting badly now. Make it stop. Please. …Careful1 min readCareful1 min read